the paradox that is jake russell
- Michele Shulman:
- yay (:
- you dont even know how happy youve made me
- July 21, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- im haPPY too lovely
- July 21, 2011
- Michele Shulman:
- is it true that im your best friend?
- July 21, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- yessssss
- July 31, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- you dont listen to anythign i say. of course i didnt want to break youre heart, but as a perosn should i have to stay in a relationship with someone i dont want to be in a relationship with, just to make the person happy?
- August 1, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- and you have to live with the ugly scars on youre arm
- August 1, 2011
- Michele Shulman:
- and you have to live with the ugly in your heart
- guess which will stay longer
- i am the only girl has stuck with you this long
- August 1, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- and when youre next boyfreind, sees them hell be repulsed when he sees them and leave you, becasue guess what, not everyones understanding
- August 1, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- alright and i dont care that youre a bitch. guess what i have moved one
- pce bro
- August 27, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- thats not true
- to be honest michele, the 8 months i spend with you were the best 8 months of my life
- by far
- August 27, 2011
- Michele Shulman:
- youve said yourself how unhappy ive made you
- August 27, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- it wasnt you
- thats what i wanted to talk to you about
- or part of it at least
- just because i fucked up and pushed away the best thing in my life, doesnt mean another guy wont
- August 27, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- but i loved you
- i do love you
- and thats what matters
- but as you said its to late now
- and as much as that hurts me
- and brings tears to my eyes constantly
- i guess thats just the way it is
- when i look back at everything michele, i regret it
- more than i regret anything
- ending things with the love of life becasue of my own stupidity.
- i regret it more than talking on your land line
- or doing
- acid
- or dmt
- or any of the stupid shit
- ive ever done
- i made one huge fucking mistake that costed me my happiness
- and then i got tired of pretending
- pretending that i was happy
- pretending that i was over you
- pretending that i was okay
- i couldnt do anymore
- and wednesday i broke
- and ive been a walking mess since
- there hasnt been a day that i havent thought about you
- i just wish i came to my senses earlier
- September 6, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- how was your first day of schoool?
- September 7, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- ohh.. well yeah itd make me happy! casue i realized i have the ability to push my feelings aside, and what not, and youre still a really nice person and what not so yeah
- i had an epiphanyyy
- September 19, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- i really dont appreciate you telling people i fucking raped you while we were on acid, whether you were too fucked up to remember, or youre goal in life is just to make me look like the biggest asshole ever, you wanted to have sex with me, and im pretty sure you were the one telling me to be assertive the entire time. thats honestly a new version of low. i have enough problems right now, i dont really need to be called a rapist. go look at jon stunzis wall posts, and if they dont stop, im taking it to guidance. i dont need shit with people, i have enough problems with my own family right now, believe it or not. just do me, and yourself a favor, and stop spreading shit thats not true. its totally uncalled for and extremely immature. and having your friends beat the shit out of me? i hope you realize that i will not defend myself, and they will be sued and or put away for some time, do your research. if you care about your freinds as much as you say you do, get them to back off. thanks
- September 19, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- well you were fucking tripping balls, and you really shouldnt spread shit, that you cant be 100% sure of. before, you told me to keep your attention the entire time and to be agressive
- i didnt trip, and i have complete reccolection of that night
- September 19, 2011
- Michele Shulman:
- well i did. and you took advantage of that
- September 19, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- i cant control that michele, lsd is unpredictable
- September 19, 2011
- Michele Shulman
- : so you fucked me?
- September 19, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- i was under the influence as well, and you told me to
- September 19, 2011
- Jake Russell:
- you honestly dont care about anyone besides yourself do you?
